I can’t sleep…ugh, I have not had one of these nights in awhile. I am so tired but my brain and mostly my anxiety keeps me up at night. So what is bothering you ask? Well, I have another mammogram and ultrasound tomorrow, it’s already been six months since my last one and time flies by. Of course, my anxiety has me thinking bad thoughts and the lovely “what if’s” come out the woodwork. I know I need to not think about it but that’s hard. No one wants to get a mammogram, I have little boobies, there were two technicians trying to push my little booby in the machine, it’s 2017, there has to be something easier to use to detect lumps. I know, it’s better safe than sorry but geese, women have to go through a lot of pain to make sure we are good to go. Don’t get me started on the gynecologist, I will get into that in another blog. Can’t wait, huh?
My appointment is at 9:30 and it’s almost 1:30 am now, yay. What is on Netflix to watch? What are you watching? I need some recommendations. Right now, I’m going to watch Friends, the one show that I have seen a million times but it still cracks me up and it takes my mind off of my anxiety and hopefully I will just drift off to sleep.